张朝阳的痛苦和幸福（哥哥是老总，弟弟出家当和尚）
本帖最后由 VANO 于 2014-10-14 11:01 编辑 <br /><br /><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><img data-s="300,640" data-src="http://mmbiz.qpic.cn/mmbiz/NElCwCGKib2H0kqvRibYZibiaIzb9PTgYWQypqAAndWic3sCE4aMQbGy6IH2eicPTDH4wAAJU75Nh6mHEnziblJ32Wg7A/0" data-ratio="0.642292490118577" data-w="" _width="auto" src="http://mmbiz.qpic.cn/mmbiz/NElCwCGKib2H0kqvRibYZibiaIzb9PTgYWQypqAAndWic3sCE4aMQbGy6IH2eicPTDH4wAAJU75Nh6mHEnziblJ32Wg7A/640" style="float: none; -webkit-touch-callout: none; -webkit-user-select: none; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important; height: auto !important; width: auto !important; visibility: visible !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; 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box-sizing: border-box !important;">左起第三：果义法师、张朝阳(中间)</span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">哥哥张朝阳在美国读到博士，创建搜狐，在名利成功中迷失了，得了严重的抑郁症，非常痛苦。</span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">弟弟果义法师毕业于西北大学，在法门寺修行有得。</span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳最后还是在佛法的帮助下，闭关一年，解决了抑郁症，更悟到了人生……</span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“钱多不是幸福的保证，钱多少跟幸福没关系。我这么有钱，却这么痛苦。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">在杨澜访谈录《一个成功者的告白——张朝阳的精神危机》中，张朝阳如是说。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">什么原理呢？</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">圣贤的智慧告诉我们：心是无形的、无限的，钱是有形的、有限的，怎么能用有形有限的钱填满无形无限的心呢？</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">金钱是属于物质世界的，幸福是属于精神世界的，怎么能用物质世界代替精神世界呢？</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">怎么操作呢？</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">很简单，把有限的生命和有限的金钱，全部投入到无限的生命价值和无限生命意义中去，用有形有限的物质世界，建造无形无限的精神世界。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">也就是说，人，要想幸福，不是拥有知识、权利和金钱，而是找到坚定的信仰，在信仰中觉醒、觉悟，然后自然呈现生命美好、价值、喜悦和幸福！</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“我觉得我出问题了，我是真的什么都有，但是我居然这么痛苦。幸福跟钱的多少真的是没关系。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">经过一年多的“闭关”，搜狐董事局主席张朝阳在接受《杨澜访谈录》专访时，首次披露内心的精神危机。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">2012年中国互联网行业群雄逐鹿、硝烟四起，然而正在行业争夺的激烈时刻，“互联网老兵”张朝阳却远离企业管理和公众视线长达一年之久。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">2013年1月，张朝阳重新在公众视野中露面，他在一条微博中说：“闭关一年多，重新进入地球，发现三件事:</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><ol class=" list-paddingleft-2" style="list-style-type: none; list-style-position: inside; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><li style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">人人都在用微信。</p></li></ol><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">2.人人都在说好声音以及梁博等对我来说陌生的名字。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">3.好像是开了十八大，民心从骂街和用脚投票变成了建设性和拭目以待，改革开放好像又时髦了。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">媒体追捧让我膨胀</strong></span></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳用“悲催”来形容他的2012年，他焦虑、抑郁，精神上常常处于一种外人无法理解的恐惧之中。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“脑子里总是有某些虚妄的想法赶不走，这些想法非常恐怖。”张朝阳说，以前用脑过度，导致脑子出现一些死循环，对与人交往产生了某种恐惧。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这些恐惧没有办法描述，难以言说。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">在他看来，早年成功之后不断被媒体、周围人追捧，导致了对自我的成功管理出现问题。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“成功者往往什么东西都必须按照自己的意图走，我变得更加完美主义者，想要控制事情的结果，甚至认为我可以活到150岁。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“大约2年前开始，我觉得我出问题了，怎么可以这样想，而且自己没办法克服。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这导致我工作时总是出于忐忑不安的状态，因此我跟团队说我不能工作了，必须去解决我的问题。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳透露，他曾尝试去美国找心理医生、大量阅读心理精神类书籍，同时尝试在东方哲学中寻找自己焦虑的原因。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳曾在接受媒体采访时用“有钱又有名的第一人”来形容自己。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">他认为，自己有钱而且是阳光财富，又受过良好的教育，处于新兴产业，是将互联网带进中国的第一人，受到大量的媒体吹捧，滋养了虚荣和自我的膨胀。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“表面上我还很谦和，但实际上我非常地傲慢。”<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳年近半百却一直没有结婚生子，这让他感到更加孤独。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">他说，“我并不抵触婚姻，也不是不喜欢小孩，只不过是因为名气越来越大，突然发现我不用结婚了。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">不过，我已经开始改变，不会再试图抵触传统的习俗。”<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">钱多少跟幸福没关系</strong></span><strong style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></strong></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">谈到自己的事业，张朝阳用“备受煎熬”来形容这些年的经历。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">他回忆说，从1996年融资时就非常困难，四处奔走。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">1999年，新浪崛起，迅速超越搜狐，当时董事会不信任他，随时可能会换CEO。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">2000年，新浪成功上市，搜狐还遥遥无期，直到上市的最后关头还差点没上去。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“在与董事会复杂的斗争中，我学会了权术，从一个学生变成了对利益关系有清醒认识的人。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我的生活充满了竞争、危机和压力，远非外人所见的风光和得意，其中的坚信和孤独只有一个人默默承受。”张朝阳说。<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳用李彦宏举例，百度要融资时可以用搜狐的成功做为例子。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">因此李彦宏的投资人都允许他先不赚钱，把搜索做好后再盈利，而搜狐当时的投资人不懂互联网，对盈利特别看重，导致搜狐只能“哪有商业模式去哪”。<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳总结说，闭关结束后有三个变化，接地气、谦卑、幸福观。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“以前我曾认为别人接近我都是有目的的，很少理睬那些主动接近我的人。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">现在我彻底变了，生命中每一分钟都是很有意义的，那一时刻遇到那个人跟你说话，一定是有意义的，他也是我生命中的一部分。”<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“以前我曾经认为，越有钱，越有名气，就越幸福。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">但是经过这两年的闭关，我认为钱多不是幸福的保证，钱多少跟幸福没关系。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我这么有钱，却这么痛苦。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">越有钱、越成功如果没有管理好自己，往往更容易让你陷入精神的痛苦。”张朝阳最后说。<br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳弟弟——果义法师自述</strong></span><strong style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></strong></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">张朝阳对弟弟果义法师说：</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“如果你不出家，在这里的也许就是我，也许有一天我们会殊途同归的。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">“我们家是注定要出修行人的。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我是1968年出生在西安市东郊的一家兵工厂，俗名张雷。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我的父母亲都是五、六十年代西安医学院的本科生，父亲是厂里附属医院的副院长，母亲是儿科医生。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我在家行三，老大叫张朝阳，在美国拿到物理学博士后，回国创办了搜狐公司；</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">姐姐叫张静，也是在美国留学海归的，现在是北京一家科技公司的总裁，资产超亿，老幺叫张涛，在北京从事房地产开发，事业发展也很顺利。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我的父亲性格温和，老实善良，在当地人称“张大善人”，家里的一切内务外交都是母亲做主。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">在我的印象中，我的父亲从没有向我们发过火，母亲要打我们的时候，我们总是躲到爸爸的身后。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">附近要是有人生了病，只要找到我爸，不论是白天黑夜，父亲总是背着药箱随喊随到，有些家庭困难的，父亲就免费给他们发药，回来后自己把钱补贴上。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">在我的印象中，老大朝阳小时候总爱玩和尚道士的游戏，经常和我们讲唐僧取经的故事，在朝阳的内心深处有一种深深的宗教情结。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">今年（2011）5月27日，他来法门寺看我时说：</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">‘如果你不出家，在这里的也许就是我，也许有一天我们会殊途同归的。’</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">姐姐和小弟也都有着浓郁的宗教感情，每次来到法门寺，总是从我这里带回去很多的佛书。”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">问：“你出家近二十年来，有些什么感触？”</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">果义法师：“佛法是真实不虚的，如果你的修行非常精进，达到一定的境界，你的人生烦恼和种种世间的疑虑都会消除。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">我是西北大学毕业的，在大学期间就开始接触佛法，并拜了西安著名的禅宗寺院卧龙寺静一禅师为师。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">当时我也有种种疑虑，我是学科学的，并不迷信，凡事都喜欢探索个究竟。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">毕业后我分配在西安的一家科研单位，工作环境非常好，如果我不出家，继续深造读个博士是没问题的。“</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">有一天静一恩师告诉我，他要去云南鸡足山闭关，我就这样跟着他告别了尘世，踏上了一条崭新的人生之路。</p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></p><p style="min-height: 1em; white-space: pre-wrap; color: rgb(62, 62, 62); font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 18px; line-height: 28px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%; max-width: 100% !important; box-sizing: border-box !important;">随着岁月的流逝，通过闻思修的不断沉淀，我过去的种种疑惑都渐渐消失……”</p><div><br></div><p></p>
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